During my last doctor's appointment, we were discussing a whole bunch of issues, reviewed my bloodwork, etc. including my need to see an eye doctor for a check up and a gynecologist since I haven't been since I had the babies and they're going to be 20 months pretty soon. I did try and go for a check up a while ago, but once I got there and realized that I mostly likely was going to wait for over an hour past my appointment time, I decided my time was too valuable and left vowing that I wouldn't return. I was pretty mad that day. So the doctor ended up asking me if I'm planning on having my more children, which up until recently, my answer has always been no. Lately, I'm feeling the itch to be pregnant. I think it's the combination of a couple things - like being around people that are pregnant and wanting to experience that again. I have a mostly positive recollection of my pregnancy (I think I may be blocking out the bad). Part of me wants to know if I could get pregnant on my own (without the help of fertility drugs/intervention) and part of me wants to know if I'd have another set of multiples. At this point, we're not trying to have any more children, but we're not, not trying either. The way I left it with the doctor was - if it happens, it happens, even though I know financially, it wouldn't be the best idea for our family.
I'm sure there are a bunch of other things that I should be catching up on, but I just can't seem to remember right now. I've taken a ton of pictures over the past few weeks - some good, but not all. I have really bad luck with cameras and lately, the one I have doesn't seem to capture movement very well. Everything comes out blurry and believe me, it's not easy to get them to stand still.